Life is not the way we all perceive. We live in our bubbles defined by opinions, media, education, families and so on, this shapes what we see and then believe. We also live in a dynamic universe where we can’t predict life, even a well ordered life cannot know 100% what will happen. So there are many unknowns.

What is the wisest statement you can make:

‘I know I don’t know’

This is when we open to possibility. Nothing is impossible. Life has its own timing of which we can look upon it and marvel. I certainly do in my own life. There is no way I could predict my life. These days I just smile. If I think I am in control, look outside and say that is true! You can’t.

With great change, unprecedented change, comes great opportunity to reinvent ourselves in an image that is more aligned with our true nature. Whenever you fight nature, you lose.

When you get it wrong and keep fighting to be right you lose.

When you keep hurting and project it onto others believing they are your problem, you lose.

When you repeat behaviours that you know are harmful, and refuse to change, believe you can’t, or can see no way out, you set up patterns of karma that return to yourself, as nature is circular. It can look like people are doing this or that but in reality you do it to yourself. People just become messengers to help you (higher perspective) to wake up to what you can’t see.

Fear can be a powerful obscurer of the truth. We fear ridicule, we fear accountability, we fear exposure, we fear losing everything, we fear being hated and so on. What we witness today is the smearing of so many people, reverse spin, lies peddled as the truth to continue to work on people so they will agree and work with you. Yet nature knows and you know the lie. When you lie to yourself you will feel guilt deep down no matter how you rationalise it, hide it, numb it, run from it or just deny over and over. Life will keep bringing it back to your feet. Again and again in a range of different forms. Why?

Because nature is about balance. Justice in its original intent was a woman holding the scales, that was to balance that which is out of order. We are speaking here of a natural balance. Nature does not play favourites, pay one part of nature to do its bidding for a self interested goal. It feels the entire nature, indeed, ecosystem as itself. It does not relate to the idea of a ‘self’ but it has the whole feels the sum of the parts. Thus awareness of the whole continually serves each aspect to return to balance as the highest sustainability.

We, as humans, don’t understand the selfless activity of serving all of nature as self. There have been master’s overtime who self mastered and were able to let go of ego completely and return to their true nature that had no ego at all. They lived from ‘I don’t know’ as the highest peace.

When there is nothing to do, no-one to be, no pressure, no expectations, no failure, no worries (as we say in Australia), then you let go and just BE. That is your true nature. NOW is the only place that exists. We carry past and future in our minds. We became planners because of our fear of change that exposed our vulnerabilities, so we planned to make sure everything unfolded exactly as we envisaged. The world of business became that projections and we ended up with master/servants or employers/wage earners in our bid to try and feel secure and control that which you can’t control. It certainly looks like control as predictability appeared to be there but we became bored with the rhythm of routine and tried to ‘feel ourselves’ through food, entertainments, sex, conflict and adventures to feel like we are living. The more we controlled the more we felt less happy as perceived sameness was not our true nature.

As I’ve said on this blog, I’ve let go of all control. Yes I was trained in economics and have done endless research on corruption, deception, cruelty as I explore the ‘sad face’ of what I see as the happy/sad clown. I’ve lived the life, worked in 400 companies seen all walks of life as a silent traveller, it is probably why I don’t feel animosity towards anyone. Until you walk in another’s shoes you can’t know the reality. We can perceive, we can get surety from research material, credible witnesses and so on, but at the end of the day it all comes down to perception unless it is my direct experience. With that I sit with ‘I know I don’t know’ as wisdom not deficit. It is a very honest place to sit. In fact when I was at university that is when I learned I knew nothing.

My narrative seems to be turning to my life. All unplanned. I can feel the clown/fool archetype within myself (and everyone else) as I type. I walked through the crowds playing, feeling ONE with everyONE, not feeling anyone was unacceptable no matter their look, status, gender, ethnicity, disability or looks. I saw them all as acceptable. I felt no weight on my shoulders. I felt no stress. I just moved loving everyONE. It was the most liberating feeling of my life. I realised true freedom was in ‘not thinking’. The thinking brings with it judgements, thoughts, fears and much that sits beneath the surface of things no-one understands. Instead, I just looked into the eyes of people in an unpredictable space, and played. That is what children do, they have no unlearned their freedom and joy just from simple pleasures. They are who we all are when we stop believing our negative thoughts.

That is why children are at the centre of our civilisation. They are us in the beginning, but we forgot ourselves. This is why pedophilia will dissolve once we see the inner child that is pained passing on more pain to other children. We have to get very present with these feelings, without judgement, to just sit and be with the pain. This is for both the perpetrator and victim, where both in truth suffered. But to continue with behaviours that return to the self, it is wiser to understand the pain. There will be many who don’t know they are loved. They don’t know their true selves. They see themselves in roles, status, aesthetics but not their eternal self which continues when the leave this expression (life).

For those waking from the dream of separation you will feel the prompting to clean up the mess you created. You will start to see you created all the negative events, disappointments, breakups, losses as part of your journey of experience. Self responsibility is really just becoming aware ‘I did this’ on many levels. You can resolve this inner pain by self forgiveness and extending peace to others who may need to hear from you ‘sorry’ or ‘can I help’? or whatever you feel you must say, this is part of the rebalancing that ensures you don’t have to come back in another life as the victim.

There is natural justice which is not about punishment but balance. Love doesn’t hate anyone as love is not either fear or love. It is the source of all life that brings all life into existence. Love is unity, the utopia many claim they dream of, Zion or whatever word you want to use to bring into being this place of happiness.

Love is of the self, not the other, ever. No two people ever met in truth as you can’t possibly know anyone else. You can walk in their shoes but in reality this is getting a sense of same same but different. On higher levels ‘you are me’ becomes an awareness. Some may call the other ‘another me’, so if that is realised then ‘what you do to another returns to the self; is a truism in our awareness. This is when we tap into the sense of ‘love’ (oneness) within.

Love has no need or greed it just plants seeds of the next creation out of joy. Love is the happiness we all feel when there is ‘nothing to do’, that is why so many love holidays or Christmas or moments alone. It is to feel our essential connectedness to all of life indeed creation.

You can change the word to reaCtion, so instead of knee jerk reactions you will learn to C first to experience Creation. Some call this the law of attraction. When we realise we create everything we see consciously or unconsciously we will then start to focus on ourselves not the world outside.

My work in this blog has been to explore the unhappiness of others To see and decide what I believe. I examine how I feel when I post information. Is it for the highest good. Will it help ‘all sides’ by making visible what we fear which is the expression of lack of knowledge.

You can be the smartest person, the greatest brain, clever, dispassionate and yet feel unhappy as material wealth or prestige is not happiness. I can say definitely it is to make peace with yourself. I call this resolving the opposites. I have to make peace with the dark and the light in order to experience homeostasis. As dark creates light (wars, murder, violence, abuse etc.) and light creates dark (jealousy, envy, inferiority etc.) The negative sits there, where we keep repeating the same mistakes is acting on the ‘negative’ voice rather than just sitting with it. We go out to change the ‘other’ whether they are perceived as ‘good’ or ‘bad’ or whatever. The truth is they are an aspect of you. Until you turn within you cannot resolve that which is outside yourself. So self responsibility is key. Indeed, a turnkey.

The civil reset speaks to all of us, including those who see themselves apart from the rest. They are not. You are me. I am you. Civil is who we are outside of politics, business, money, it is all of us as civilians, people, organisms as part of the larger nature of which we are never disconnected.

The reset is:

Know thyself and be true

Be nothing.

Resolve all inner conflict.

Take full responsibility for ALL of it.

Choose happiness.

Be a Fool for love – reconcile the opposites within.

I felt inspired to share this after all the hard work on the CIA and Digital Reality which I see as not real at all. Just another distraction to hold onto something you cannot hold. Just trust what you have is what you need. Who you are is who you are meant to be. Trust that life brings you the right people/information/events/outcomes at the perfect moment in service to what you truly want whether you are aware or not.

Know you are loved unconditionally.

That is what I truly see. That is what sets me free. Reminding me of infinity in a sea of possibility.