What I am observing through all my research is this mindset that thinks it is right and pushes forward excising emotional feeling and conscience as if this is mastery, it is not.

Until you understand energy response you remain in the position of receiving that which you put out and believing it is others doing it to you. Our thoughts create. I understand we react when we feel threatened. We bring in risk management, we use resources to shutdown that voice/voices, as inside we are fearful.

Let’s have a look at fear. We are human we have two emotions – fear or love. Our instinct is to survive. Our minds are perceptual rather than recording events like a Akashic Record. So error enters into what we believe as our emotional state of being based on how we ‘feel’ inside. This will shape change what we believe and then act on. Most are not really tuned into themselves but in patterns they have acted out for years or through generations. They have role modelled parents, those they respect, communities and accessed media to belong or to find like minded. Insecurity is not feeling safe. We can cover this with security, cameras, strong men or power, but deep inside we are frightened that is the pink elephant most won’t look at. I understand that. It doesn’t diminish you in my eyes. My instinct as a woman is to support you and help you to find your confidence and inner resources so that you can face what you fear. This is the very stepping stone to your freedom whether you are a CEO heading a multinational, involved in global agenda’s or the homeless on the street eeking out survival in a society that has enough for everyone.

Respect of others reflects respect of the self. So when you do not respect people no matter who they are, it is a sign you don’t respect yourself. Respect is to be earned it is not just a given as a result of power.

We are all on journey’s equally whether you believe this or not. There have been many false teachings of inferior bloodlines. Who has the knowledge to say that genetics is why you are successful or somehow better? This may well be to explain why the same cohort seems to be ‘successful’ materially. Networks make a difference and especially who you know. Yet what if others do not see material acquisition as ‘success’ but ‘slavery’ to things not the very important relationships around you who are of the highest value. You are not on your death bed going to be asking your accountant how much you have, the assets you acquired, or the gold under ground. You are going to be looking at the faces around you and reaching for those who love you when most vulnerable. Even if love was blocked for you, love is innate, there will be a sense of familiarity, a sense of shared experience, a sense of warmth at this point, as it is the End of your false story of a loveless world.

I have no desire to be rich nor famous. I can’t think of anything worse. Moreover, it would be less challenging than where I sit right now in my car, in the carpark as I can’t buy a coffee and go inside. Am I down and out? No. I am bloody lucky that I can sit in my car and access wifi. Yet if I couldn’t I would adapt again and find something else to be amazed by, another miracle in front of me. My life is endless miracles which makes visible to me I am not the maker and doer of my life, it unfolds in ways I can’t imagine. I smile a lot. I think I’ve never been more abundant than today when I have had no money, no home, no partner, no kids, no assets but yet I am open to what happens as I can’t buy my way out of trouble. This means I have to value trust. I have to value life and know it has its own wisdom that I am learning as a Fool who has decided to let go of control.

I don’t need security cameras. I don’t need insurance. I don’t need anything, what I have is what I need. What do I know what is best for me? Throughout history the indigenous would have known they are in a ‘dreaming’ part of this Gaia living being with its own intelligence and not dominion over it. Our economic mantras have given us the false belief we can own anything when in reality we are here a short time. Some may go into cryogenics to live on but at the end of the day do you really want to keep living on? Why not accept fate – from all thoughts everywhere?

The negativity that is the real disease or dis-ease is due to believing thoughts out of alignment with inner truth. You know you are in alignment as things flow, all comes together and you feel happy. The more you need to have things your own way, people to do as you think, control over outcomes, the more stressful that becomes as you are trying to control a dynamic life that in truth is out of control. It can feel like chaos but in reality you just don’t know the natural order or the thoughts of those creating their own path.

We are indeed equal in truth. We all choose to play the role we play as actors on a stage for this lifetime. In other lifetimes we may well play the opposite. This is why I am not disliking anyone as they have to go through what they are not in order to find who they are. Who you are is not some lofty spiritual statement, it is simply ‘Know Thyself’ as the Oracle of Delphi advised. We are experiencing ourselves in a myriad of ways. We are deciding in every moment what we choose and no-one is responsible for our choices, only we are.

I notice so many these days are avoiding responsibility or criminalising innocent people or believing cruelty is power without knowing what they think about they bring about. Each person they hurt this energy returns to the sender. Why? Life is simply rebalancing energy. When we are balanced this is called zero point or infinite possibility. The stillness with no mind chatter is optimum potential and from there a thought happens and the wheels of manifestation immediately happen.

So in this dynamic time, enjoy your journey you are the creator of it. Know there are no enemies only potential friends. No-one is doing anything to you, on some level you attracted it and maybe great wisdom is waiting for you when you have the courage to truly face what you fear inside. Courage is not in fighting wars, or defeating others, it is in the very powerful awareness that your inner war is the catalyst of all wars. All war is is a mistaken belief that an enemy is out there. If you are not self aware or conscious but operating out of group think or what others have taught you or from a base of insecurity you will see enemies. Yet what if there is only one of us in the room, what then? What you see in another is in yourself. It is not them it is you.

That is why I say you are me.

I love you.