This blog and my other blogs has been about exploring my world. I want to live out of my own inquiry and experience.

We each have to walk our path, and no-one can in truth, control anyONE.

We are here to know ourselves.

We are here to learn to love ourselves no matter belief, faith, spirituality or none of the above. We grow as we learn.

What I’ve learned is you can’t change others, they have to change themselves.

We live in a beautiful world when we have the eyes and heart to truly see it.

As a clown I don’t think, and the real world arises. I am not projecting, I am not acting, I am not manipulating just being happy.

Our of this happiness there is no expectation of ‘you should be…’ or ‘look at him/her…’ It is simply a celebration of every face and a observation of happiness or not. Yet even not being happy is not my job. I am not here to make you happy that is your job.

However, I can be happy without money, without fame, without recognition, without a partner, without all the things many think they need.

How can I do that?

Trust that all is as it should be.

Notwithstanding I see that which is not life producing.

However, if we are infinite beings, then even that is a choice.

We think as we are is a truism.

We see as we are not as others are.

We believe our thoughts religiously even if not religious.

We create our stories.

We believe what we want to.

We divide when we are not healed.

Healing is simply clear seeing, that is, to see what is so without a story.

The question for you who have visited me, is do you want to see without your story?

If so, you no longer believe your thoughts. We can never know anything 100%, mostly we live out of perceptions.

I have investigated the thoughts that have caused great sorrow and great joy.

Funnily enough both push us towards love.

How is that possible?

When you are happy (truly, not pleasure), you want more of the good stuff.

When you are deeply unhappy you seek for ways out of your misery – you may project onto an imagined enemy (there are none), or you may blame others (parents), you may decide that life is dark (choice) and that happiness is some childish wish (is it?). Even eventually you will turn from that which does not make you feel happy and drop your ball and go home.

So all roads lead to home. Sorry not Rome. Although Rome is a nice city.

We are in very interesting, unprecedented times. Many making it up and hoping for the best (dark/light).

Yet what if the future is already chosen before we choose?

What if your happy destiny is unavoidsble?

What if freedom cannot be restricted, punished, blocked, deleted but is a simple choice.

What if that choice was chosen before you were born?

What if you are me?

Predestiny?

Hmmm

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